Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Hey ya'll I got bored, so I'm gunna write another entry WOO i bet everyone is excited! Well yea uve all read the one on homecomnig...but still IT WAS AWESOME! especially cuz i got to go with pat! and well hannah and erica and monica and everyone else made it fun too! Yea well i finished up my hw for the night (atleast i think) and now pat had to leave cuz he has to do his hw now and eat dinner :-( and now my family just got home....wooot! haha well i WAS home alone wit mary...so i guess im safe now lol. Well it's monday...and i have to wait almost a whole week to see pat again, shit. well im just gunna say some stuff about my bestest friends: (no there's no order)
Hannah: haha i wrote an entry about u like 2 entrys ago...ohh well. I've known u as long as i can remember and u've been my bestest friend as long as i can remember. U've always got my back and ur always looking at what makes other ppl happy. You have a hyperness and confidence that rubs off on other ppl and ur just an all around great person! ur my brides maid forever baby! te quiero!
Erica: wow...we haven't been friends for all that long...maybe like 3 years but it seems like a lot longer. Your so great! When ur in a good mood u make everyone else happy. I love ur singing (it's hott!) oh and not to mention ur hott too baby! i hope we can find a way to be friends forever! I LOVE YOU!
Pat: omg ur so awesome! u make me smile and laugh everyday and i feel like i can be myself around you. i've only known u for like a little over a year but it seems like 5. u always know the right thing to say to cheer me up. i hate having to wait almost a whole week to see u again! ohh well u can drive in EIGHT DAYS BABY! wow that's not long at all! i love you!
Kyle: wow, ur like the funniest person i know...well the funniest in the perverted area. Your a great listener and u always have something to say lol! oh and by the way u and moni are adorable together! lylabb!
Billy: Even tho i dont get to see u very often anymore ur an awesome person! ur funny (when ur hyper) lol well i hope u find time to hang out with all of us so i get to see u more! good luck with soccer! lyladb!
Lauren: wow i've only known u for a year! but ur such a great friend! i feel like i can tell u anything and that it wont get out to anyone! ur a really good listener and u always make anyplace we go fun by being loud and hyper! lol. u and sam compliment each other so much! i love how u have an "i dont care what ppl think" attitude! thanks for always beign there adn i hope were friends forever! luv ya babe!
Kelly: hey babe! we dont have any classes together this year :-( ohh well atleast we have thursday lunch together! :-) we really need to start hanging out more...i know we do a lot, but i think we should have a kelly-carol day one time! well u and robert have been going out forever but u guys are still cute! luv ya lots!
Monica: hey girl! ive known u for a while but we really havent been friends till this year. we need to hang out even more than we do cuz ur an awesome person and i have to get to know u better! ur always hyper and in a good mood and u always cheer ppl up. well hopefully NEXT year we'll have classes together! lylasfeae!
Melissa: wow ur hilarious! i love all the pics that u take!!!! im so glad we have spanish and lunch together! well i hope that u decide that u love waking up early to do ur sex! i mean sax** well have fun with that! lylas!!!!
Posted at 03:11 pm by nWhOtTaY2423
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Yo dawgizzles! Wow....tonight was PIMPIN FUN!!!!!!!!! holy shit it was awesome! I GOT TO GO WITH PATRICK!!!!!!!! wooooo! we were all supposed to meet up at hannahs hizzouse at 6:00 cuz our reservation was at 7. Hannah and i came home from getting our hair done at like 4:30 and then i did her makeup and plunked her eyebrows. So that took a while cuz yea ya know and so then i had to go home and have ME get ready. Well i thought i could get ready in 30 mins...but NO WAY! i had to do my makeup....foundation and EVERYTHING and blush and all that shizznit but OHH WELL I LOOKED HOTT and then i had to put my dress and HOSE on...wow those things are complicated! Well i arrived at hannahs 20 mins late..and they were all waiting outside for me...oops. Jeeze...im always late for everything! Well we were still at the restaurant on time! WOOT! and then we had an awesome time at dinner cuz i got to sit next to pat! well and hannah...and then pat's parents picked us up and we went ova to bvnw! there was hardy anyone there yet...and we were there like 20 after it started...oh well more ppl showed up later. Well we found out that i didnt know how to dance very well and either did pat. But we learned quickly! haha anyone can dance if they want to. Well Patrick looked very smashing!!!!!!! And he asked me to his homecoming WOOO!!!! and were gunna double date wit thy Alli and Alex. thatll be a blast!!! but yea im sitting at my comp right now and i took out my hair and it's like WHOOOOOSH and it's everywhere lol it's really funny! yea and pat had to go to sleep...that fool who needs sleep?!?!?! well ohh well imgunna play a few games of pool and try to get 169 wins now! and im out, Peace!
tonight was SOOOOOOO FUNNNNN!!!!!!!!!
lalalalalal i cant sleep
Posted at 01:29 pm by nWhOtTaY2423
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Well...since I have a lot of time on my hands right now, I thought that I would write an entry. Yea so what's been happening in my life lately? Hmm well I think I like sophomore year better than last year because I hated being a frosh because I was younger than everyone else and I felt so little. But yea this years classes are harder because I don’t have gym anymore and all the freshman have bad attitudes and don’t respect themselves…alright sorry, a lot of them are cool and not all of them are bad. But still the ones that ARE bad are really bad…like the frosh girl who flashed everyone three times and then made out with this one girl and this one dude held the other girl down and she got 80 bucks for all of this. That’s so messed up! Yea well anyways some good points in my life” Hannah and I are becoming better friends and we’re working out all of our problems and starting agreeeing on more stuff. Pat and I are going to homecoming together! Erica and Derek are going to hc together! Alex and Alli and the cutest couple alive! Alli and I are starting to be friends and she's awesome! Pat can drive in 20 days!(yea the date is wrong on my blog) Erica and I are also becoming better friends! Yea my family problems are still the same as they always were but hey w/e...who could live with mary??? WOOO I'm so excited for hc! It's going to be a blast! Especially with my 10 dollar dress! haha no joke...but there's nothing wrong with it! IT'S STILL REALLY PRETTY! Yea last weekend I went dress shopping with both hannah and erica. Two different times. Now that's tiring! But I still had a lot of fun! THEY'RE SO AWESOME! I think I've changed a lot over the past...even month. Like I cuss now, because I decided that it really wasn't that bad. So yea I don't know...but I've changed my mind about a lot of things too. But I think I've changed for the better. I actually like myself as a person, which doesn't happen very often with me. Hannah asked me to write a paragraph about her...so here it is (hannah i bet u thought i wasnt really gunna do this!)
Hanni- Let's see, where to begin?! We've known each other for over 13 years and we know so much about each other that it's scary! We can finish each other's sentences and other weird crap like that. She's exactly like a sister to me (since mary isn't much of one) but I love her so much! I would do anything just to make her happy! (Hannah if u ever need someone to talk to, know that I'm always here). She has this one confidence about herself that stands out and is really attractive and awesome! She's friends with everyone and she doesn't like to fight or argue and has no enemies! She's hott, sexy, sweet, MY BESTEST FRIEND! love ya babe!
Posted at 01:05 pm by nWhOtTaY2423
Monday, September 13, 2004
so yea we went to the haunted houses last night. it was me, pat, alli, and alex and pat's parents took us. it was so fun we went out to eat at this one restaurant in da hood yo. and i ate like 16 packets of sugar and i ripped them up in little pieces all teh same size lol and YES it was entertaining thank u very much! and then we went to the beast and the edge of hell. the beast was awesome...except in BOTH of them we were behind this big group of ppl so we ddint get any of the scary stuff...and u WANT to be scared since ya know u PAID for it...but oh well and pat was sqeezing my hand and it almost was broken by the time it was over! and the edge of hell seemed like 2 mins long! but ohh well the 2 slides were fun! and we were talking to the rat man and it was great but he was like staring at me so i stared back and then he got bored lol and he was tryign the make alli stick the rat in her mouth...well yea i really have nothing else to say in hurrr so im leavin the hood FOO!
Posted at 07:50 am by nWhOtTaY2423
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
uhh yea since everyone else has this...so leave a comment!
1.. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we'll be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out about me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale from 1-10, how hott am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
Posted at 07:07 pm by nWhOtTaY2423
Monday, August 30, 2004
no one reads this....lalalalalalalala i dont know why i even have one of these thingys...well i can say that im glad i dont have a xanga...cuz if i did i would be screwed. but yea...ive been thinking a whole bunch lately since i have so much time on my hands b/c my friends and i never ever talk. I dont even know who my "friends" are anymore...it's all so gay. I feel like every one has someone they can talk to except me...and i can say anything i want in here CUZ NO ONE READS IT! but i mean seriously...everything is so messed up since the lake...hannah was the smart one who KNEW we were gunna fight. Well hannah and erica had a good time..and im glad. But it messed up EVERYTHING forEVER and our friendship will never be the same. erica and i are friends again...but we act no different than we when wernt friends...we dont talk i dont get it. Well i decided that im just gunna be antisocial and not talk to anyone unless they talk to me...cuz if they want to talk to me...then they can start talking i hate talking to ppl. no one know who i am b/c i never tell anyone anything ever
. and hannah said the other day that she
doesnt even know me...then i was thinking...and i realized that i
dont even know me. my attitude is horrible towards my family...cuz i dont care about anything anymore...i dont care if im grounded cuz who am i gunna talk to anyway? and if sumone actually is
reading this and u get affended im sry. i was also thinking about the ppl who i can trust...and i have like no one. but ohh well i can just be a loser and only talk to myself...hey it works for a lot of ppl...why nto me? man it's boring if u have no one to talk to...well maybe that's why it wont work for me...but who do i have
to talk to?! no one....exactly...and no on understands anything about me. and ok i dont understand why ppl
can live without friends...man their life must suck...well atleast i have some ppl that i can say no so deep stuff to...well that is better than nothing. well yea w/e. there has to be a reason i was put on this earth...i just have to find it somehow...and im running for "historian" for the FBLA against 6 other ppl that are juniors and seniors...and no one knows me...why should they vote? why am i even running? well hannah made me...w/e...i need to start telling meSELF what to do...even if it's not listening to my parents...they already hate me so why even try to impress them?! it serves no porpose. and i dotn get my some says someone is their best friend but yet they talk bad about them all
the time behind their back...it's so gay...i mean i talk behind ppl's backs cuz i dont even have a best friend anymore...i feel so alone on this earth. the only person i can depend on is God but he doesnt talk back. i really need to find a person who i can totally trust and who i can tell everything to....well that's not gunna happen for a really
long time so i guess im gunna have to get used to holding all my feelings inside
and if u really are a loser a read this...then leave a comment
Posted at 11:53 am by nWhOtTaY2423
Saturday, August 07, 2004
ok...mrs. fredricksen (my freaky neighbor that has a daughter in my grade) gave hannah and erica a letter that had their xanga sites in it...so they showed their parents...and their parents didnt get mad or anything...hannah's mom just told her to take out teh cuss words...even tho there wernt that many...but erica's didnt have anything bad in it sooo her parents were just like...wow this lady is crazy. But today my dad asked me to go upstairs...and when i got up there my mom was like "Carol did u really go streaking?" and im like no...and i was soo confused...and she's like "well i got this letter with pat's entry about the lake in it" and im like ohhhh nooo...and he said we went streaking in it. but yea i dunno how the heck she got pat's xanga address...but she's like a freaking stocker...but yea and we talked about it for a long time and im just like crap crap crap...
But now I'm supposed to say that i didn't really go streaking...and that we were all kidding...and it's true it was just a joke so now i just have to tell kyle and pat to edit theirs too.
Posted at 11:27 am by nWhOtTaY2423
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
woo i wasnt gunna write an entry...but pat and kyle did...so im just like what the heck im bored so ill just tell everyone about the lake a 3rd time! Kyle got to my house first on friday..and pat was late so we played 21 and he beat lisa and our butts...oh well...oh well but then we stopped at walmart and my dad mary and my mom went in and we all stayed in thy car...and i accententally whipped kyle with a metal chain and there was a HUGE welt there and then he decided to give himself a 5-star...and it was there for like 6 hours...but yea we got there and did the most random things...and kyle pat lisa and i stayed up till like 4:15...it was tight...we played cards, pat hit this HUGE bettle on the wall with a noodle and i ran inside cuz i was scurred. But yea anways...we had the pull out bed out...and we were all laying there about to fall asleep and my dad came in and told lisa and mary and i to go to our rooms (mary was actually asleep) and then the next day my dad told us that we couldnt have the bed out even when i was in there... Then the next day we went on the waverunners and tubes when it was less than 69 degrees outsdie...and it was raining..oh well it was fun anyways and i got to see kyle and my dad fall on the waverunner twice! so that was funny... but yea...and then the next morning...i was DEAD asleep and pat and kyle came in and kyle tryed to tickle my feet and he WOKE ME UP! but my feet arnt tickleish HAH! but yea...there's like a BILLION other things that happened...but i cant member them all so ill just stop typing
Posted at 10:36 am by nWhOtTaY2423
Friday, July 09, 2004
Well now as of 4 hours ago...erica and i are friends again...but see she still has this little bratty attitude and that's one of the reasons that i didn't wanna be friends with her anymore...but oh well i know nothing is ever gunna change...goodbye
Posted at 12:01 pm by nWhOtTaY2423
ok....this weekend at the lake wasn't the greatest. On thursday night we told each other EVERYTHING and now we have no secrets well that part was good, it was just bonding time for us...and that didn't cause the problem. I know im a HORRIBLE friend and i treat everyone like crap...and it all started on sat. evening when they were ignoring me. Then it just got worse and worse and I know it's SOOOOO stupid. Why can't i just be a loner and have NO friends?! why can't everyone be like that?! it would prevent sooo many problems. Well I know i couldn't live like that tho....so i guess AHHH! well Hannah and I are cool now. But when i told erica that i needed and break from all the drama she said that everything would never be the same between us...and since it was only drama when it was the 3 of us (cuz sum1 ALWAYS gets left out) i decided that i can still be friends with hannah but im not gunna be friends with erica for a while...i just cant take the drama and plus no1 understands that my selfesteem level is like soooooo low and i cant help it and i know im stupid but not everyone has to say it everyday! well im gunna go now...
Posted at 04:47 am by nWhOtTaY2423